going real slow

Well hello everyone…its been awhile since I last blogged…I am still continuing my struggle to lose the weight, unfortunatly I have had a set back and have been told im not to excercise at the moment, so it has been a few weeks since ive been to the gym…I do however still try to go for walks when I can ,and hopefully spring will arrive soon and it will be easier im still not sure if I am succeeding i have not stepped on a scale I guess I have a scale phobia..lol I do however notice slight changes in the way certain clothes are fitting..so thats good..Right..I have not really been dieting just alot of portion controll and cutting back on junk..although chocolate seems to reel me in everytime..im addicted to it…well I just thought I would give you all a quick update and I hope all of you are doing well in your weight loss quest…

Im Starving

well..ive been watching my calories and stopped eating after dinner…I have even started at the gym a few nights a week on top of my daily walking..I feel good and even though I find it hard not to snack in the evenings I am going to stick to it and I know that it will get easier..I think at this point for me loosing even 1 pd a week would make me feel as though I am slowly achieving something..lol I still have yet to purchase a scale Im still talking myself into it..oh and I have started to drink lots of water which i have found hard because it does tend to make me feel bloated and yucky at times I do have to use those crystal light things sometimes and I have had to cut back on my coffee (that for me is the hardest) anyway like I said I am determined to succeed this time around so I guess it is a small price to pay..

On a Quest

Well I guess I need motivation…I have had many health issues in the last year and the doctor told me that losing 20 pds would make me feel like a new woman…I have been on a doctor prescribed diet pill for about 6 months and I dont feel its working I have recently been given the ok for excercising as long as I dont over do it..so tonight i went to the gym for the first time of many , man it wasnt easy but im starting slow..my weight is relly getting me down in the dumps and I really need to do something about it,but I need help I always want fast results and when it doesnt happen i get upset and think why bother its not working..but this time I am determined, any advice is great advice..I look forward to meeting people who r in my same shoes…